To my beloved Gini,

            This is probably the hardest thing I have ever had to write but I’m going to give this my best shot. The short version is that you are by far the most incredible human I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. It shocked me when I first first met you and witnessed the warmth and love that flowed out and around you. But as others I had sought help from had been unavailable for guidance, I knew before we met that there was a fateful reason I was sent to you for help.  Its been nearly a year now since I first contacted you and as I look back at the personal change I have experienced, its almost impossible to believe that this much evolution was possible.

            After the incredible journey to Teotihuacan with you last year, I enrolled in the 3 day intensive program. I have now taken this program twice and I want you and others reading this letter to know that the work we accomplished in these two sessions has brought me to a place where I now feel at ease in my life and more whole.  I remember well how I could not stop crying on the flight home from Mexico and the overwhelming sense that I had forgotten to do something when I was awakened there. The first three day intensive became for me a way to explore that overwhelming drive.  A new pathway opened that lead me on a several week journey retrieving misplaced connections to my soul and an unimagined release of false beliefs. You also motivated  me to focus my intent to improve the physical container and there again the results have been almost too incredible to believe. But as old routines began to take over, it was obvious that it was time to do another three day retreat.

            So, eight weeks later we began our second 3 day intensive, again exploring the connections between the events of the eight weeks and their connections to issues I had yet to address. By the time the third day ended the spiral of wisdom was turning again, almost faster than I could handle. So in a manner similar to the first three day intensive I used the energies of the Garden to help me integrate all the new knowledge before I tearfully departed.  I was hardly home a day before the miracle of the next crisis appeared. Although I struggled and went into an amazing series of reactions, with help from you and the blessing of the work we had just completed, I was able to find a way to effectively come to terms with the old familiar issues that had arisen.

            As I write this, 4 weeks have passed since our last 3 day intensive. The turmoil of the last month is behind me and I continue to ascend the spiral. My perception is completely different, and I am able to more fully love and accept myself and the world around me, finally able to control the script of my life.  I know the work will continue and am ready for whatever is next and am so looking forward to the upcoming journey back to Teotihuacan and the magic of Peru. 

            Please post my letter on your website so any of the folks out there who are wondering if the 3 day intensive can help them…I can say from the bottom of my heart--stop wondering and just do it--and just watch the miracles flow...

 Bright Blessings

Jim Rayner

452 Fletcher Street

Lowell Massachusetts 01854